You just need a day.
Today I thought of everything. And nothing.
I stayed in pajamas. I cooked. I came back down to earth and realized some truths about me.
That I am not pretty. I am not social.
But I am still loved by those who love me.
I witnessed a strange thing on my way to the bank today. There was a homeless man with a sign that said: “It’s ok to smile :)” and I got to thinking. You know it’s hard enough for us to look one another in the eye. It’s even harder to look homeless people–anyone in need, really–in the eye. But I don’t want to be like that. When I look at people I want to really look at them.
For the rest of the day I thought of marriage to one in particular. I thought of owning a tambourine. I found this picture: